Yep, here's the big anti-Nazi rant. A day late in coming. Fresh supply of F-words included.

-DISCLAIMER: Sequence of events may be grossly exaggerated-

It's hard to begin, because I'm not sure how far back I need to go. Basically, I played my concerto for performance class on Tuesday. Was a really flat performance because I was nearly panicking just before I went onstage. Why, you ask? (Okay, you didn't, but I'll say it anyway -) my pianist was late in coming because of class - not her fault - but the Nazi was exerting constant pressure on me, and wanted to start rehearsal.

Fick der Nazi.

Well anyway I gave a pretty mediocre performance - not actually bad, but nothing good about it - struggled through it, and when I'd finished, he gave some mixed praise - basically themed around how I had improved dramatically but was still way below MJ's standard. Nothing wrong with that, right? After all, he's always like that.

Then.

In front of my face.

He asked MJ whether she wanted to play my Haydn with NAFA.

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Is he stupid or is he just plain insensitive???

Some months back, he ranted to the strings about him getting a C rating during the teachers' evaluation, and he asked, semi-rhetorically, what he should do to get an A.

Commit seppuku, that's what you should do. We'll give you a unanimous A.

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Anyway, what happened after that? He turned to the class and said, 'Isn't it a good idea? We do Haydn with MJ as soloist?'

What's his fucking problem????

Whereupon I said, 'No it's not a good idea you fucking Nazi. I'm doing Haydn for the competition.'

More stuff from him about MJ being so fantastic that she's far beyond me, and I don't stand a chance against her. Anyway I pressed him not to make her do Haydn, for the following reason, really...

It'd be embarrassing for her to lose to me if she was forced to do that concerto.

Now I don't care if he loses face - in fact, I'm going to make him lose face during the preliminaries - but I've nothing against MJ and don't want her to be caught in between. Especially because I'm working so hard on this concerto day and night. Does he think that I stand no chance against her if she picks it up? Really???

Eventually, the Nazi relented and said, 'Ok, I don't want to hurt you.'

But he already hurt me so badly... I felt like I could have killed him with my bare hands at that moment.

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That night, I had a chat with MJ online... Seems she agrees that the Nazi fucker was too much too.

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I vow to Mr Song and Yu Laoshi that on the 3rd, I will show some Nazi scum who's a great cellist. Even if I don't win, I will put up a great fight.

This one's mine.